My 2012 Goals! :D

Okay so every year people right goals that they have that will probably never will come true...this year I am only making goals that I can make happen and also im going to find a way to do it! :D

1. SWIM WITH THE DOLPHINS I really want to take Malcolm to Cali cause I love it so much and he has never been there and were going to go to sea world hoping this will happen sometime in the summer while im at seaworld im going to pay the extra to swim with the dolphins and if I can do it there then I will stop in Vegas and do it there! :D

2. GO TO LAKE POWELL I have never been and all I hear is how fun it is! My family always has a summer trip in july and this year they want to go to lake powell how perfect right! We are renting a house boat and going to stay out there for a few days im so stoked!

3. FLY OR TAKE A CRUISE TO THE BAHAMAS Okay Malcolm and I have decided we are going to go to the Bahamas now we have two options one my family is thinking of going there for a family trip it hasnt been set in stone so if we dont go with them we will go for an early one year anniversary since August is hurricane season we might go a little early when its good to go which I think is october but im not sure I cant remember but either way were going to try!

4. BUY A HOUSE So as most of you know Malcolm and I moved into my dads basement so we could save money and buy a house soon...we are hoping to be in one by may by the latest it all depends on Malcolm and his job his insurance license is in the mail as we speak so its just up to him finding a job and maybe even working out of the state for a little while.. we have some big choices to make about that coming up soon.

5. READ THE WHOLE BIBLE BOOK OF MORMON AND D AND C I have read all the book of mormon but I want to do it again and include the bible and the d and c. I just got a nook and bought them on it so it will be a little easier to carry it around every where and read them.

6. LOOSE 20 POUNDS AND GET INTO SHAPE so with the holidays here I gained like 10 pounds when I was already of track of my goal weight so I want to loose 20 and tone up or just be happy with my body cause I know muscle weighs more that fat so I just want to be in shape and look good...I bought yoga gear a yoga book and a killer julian micheals yoga video! Yoga I have found helps me the best I loose weight fast and I find it nice to do! Also I am looking into buying a punching bag cause I want to start kick boxing.

7. START DOING VOLUNTEER WORK I want to start doing volunteer work at an animal hospital or an animal shelter.

8. DO A WALK FOR THE CURE I have so many friends who do these and it just seems like so much fun and you get to help people who are going through something so awful and hard and to do something so easy to help why not!

9. GO MOUNTAIN BIKING O yeah im talking hard core biking! Malcolm used to go in Moab when he was younger and I want to try it it seems so hard but I really want to do it I would love to go to Moab and do it or St George but if I do it here slc I would be fine with that.

10. TAKE MALCOLM TO A STEELERS GAME even if its not in pitsburgh I still really want to take Malcolm to a game either in denver or cali or somewhere!

11. START SCHOOL I really need to get the ball rolling with school so this monday im going to call slcc and see about trying to enroll and seeing when the best time to start will be!

12. GET SEALED IN THE TEMPLE This one I think is going to be a hard one Malcolm and I are nowhere close to being ready to be sealed we have a lot of stuff we need to do. I know I want to feel really ready for it I know so many people who do this when they should not have from people not being worthy and lieing to get in to people who dont believe in it but are just doing it cause they think it will look good to people who met the person they are marrying a couple weeks ago and there just jumping on cause they either got out of a bad relationship or they just feel like they should be married by now. When Malcolm and I get sealed I want to know we did it for the right reasons and we know eveything we can about and we worthy to do it. This is something that is so important to me and I dont want to ruin something so special!

13. GO RIVER RAFTING This one is kind of for Malcolm I have gone a few times its such a rush! Malcolm has never gone and I would really love to take him I think he would have a blast! If this one doesnt happen it wont be to big of a deal but it will def be moved over to next year!

Now time for the little things...

14. Drink more water
15. Eat more healthy
16. Try to go to church every sunday
17. Catch up on scrapbooking
18. go horse back riding on this killer trail by my moms house
19. shoot a hand gun
20. Help a Certain someone who is in need (no names)
21. Be positive all the time esspecially while at work lol
22. Slow down and enjoy the year


Everytime I do one of theses things or complete them I am going to post it on here with a story.. Get ready 2012 here I come!!! :D

A Change :D

So Malcolm and I have decieded we are going to get sealed in the temple! I am so super stoked about being sealed to him for forever and always but we have a lot of work a head of us in order to be ready for it! The last few years I have seen more people who shouldnt get sealed get sealed then people who deserve it. I really want to make sure our testomny is stong and were ready for it living how were suppose to and doing what is right. Im going to keep up with my reading, going to church, paying tithing praying, and what Malcolms strives to do and I love doing atleast one good deed for another person, I want to be nice to everyone even when there being mean to me which I have a little problem with sometimes I could just scream at some people but I need to learn to be more loving towards them and not so hateful its going to be hard but im going to try, of course I have talked about being a good wife, cooking and keeping our place clean and making it a home but I also want to keep strengthining our relationship by going on dates and not getting mad over little things, trying to do my part in this marriage because I want it to stay just as wonderful as it is now. I know Malcolm also is going to do his part thats just the type of person he is and why I love him so much! I want to volunteer at animal shelters atleast once a month and I am going to start doing yoga to strengthen my body and calm my mind. Since Malcolm and I are trying to save up for a house im going to do my part in not spending money on things we dont need like....clothes yes I can spend a whole paycheck on my clothes and im not proud lol. I always want to work as hard as I can at work....im the head cashier and I need to start being the leader of them and helping them get there goals and also being a good example in the work place by hitting my goals. Also I want to help Malcolm find a job doing the insurence adjusting and keep suporting him through everything no matter where it takes him or us. I also want to go to school when ever slcc opens for enrollment next year. These are just a few goals and life habits I want to develope wish me luck! :D

22nd birthday!

first off I'm 22 years old wow I cant believe it! I had an amazing b day first off my favorite bday present my amazing new professional camera that my dad and Malcolm got me! Also I got some cute new clothes, how I met your mother, awesome decorations my amazing sister Ali made me! Some cute chocolate candles, jewelry, books and a bunch of fun tights! Friday night we went to keys on main which is a piano bar it was so much fun till they made me get on stage and dance to billy jean! I was so scared but my friend came up and saved me! I had so much fun that night and I want to go back so bad! Saturday I went to red rock with my mom her husband Malcolm and Tyler it was so yummy then we went shopping and we surprised my aunt hahaha it was a great night! Then Sunday my dad made gumbo yum! I hung out with my family which is always the best I always laugh my butt off and have such a great time with them! Monday was my princess day! Malcolm took me shopping and took me to Olive Garden he let me take a nap while he cleaned and then we went to my dads and watched a movie! It was such a wonderful birthday weekend!

Bridals!!!!!!

Yep I have my bridals! I had two gay guys say I was beautiful while we were doing them and it rained! Plus we went into a bad neighborhood and almost got robed by a four year old yeah he was checking out my rims for his tricycle good time!!!

Fall!

So I still dont have wedding or bridal pictures but im hoping soon I will!


So this time of the year is my absolute favortie the clothes the weather the trees the holidays the scary movies for halloween and this time of the year is when my family gets together the most for birthdays halloween birthdays thanksgiving and christmas I love it! It always gives me that warm happy feeling when the holidays are around and im spending fun times with my family. I just got a new camera for my birthday and im talking a real professional camera! I love it it was an early birthday present from my dad and me wonderful husband hehehe love saying it! He also got me a mini dirt bike which I have yet learned how to ride out of pure terrified thoughts of my crashing! Also I have been trying to do my best at scrapebooking, making my house a home and cooking for my husband and I must say I think im doing a good job! Im very proud yesterday I made Porkchops patatoes and corn and he loved it! I also made a cake for him cause I felt like baking I love it! I have a few pics of my achievments lol and some that I took with my new camera with the only models I have Sam and Mia lol! Enjoy hehehe :D

IM MARRIED!!!!!!!

O yeah baby thats right im married and to the most incredible man ever how freaking lucky am I!? Pretty dang lucky!!! So a little about my new husband....first he is the cutiest funniest dang man I have ever met. He is the type of man that would do anything for anyone when there in need! Cutiest story ever....the other day we were at my dads and this man across the street asked us if we had seen his pitbull running around anywhere we hadnt so we said no you would think that would be the end of it but nope! Malcolm drove around for a half hour looking for this dog!!! Sad thing we still didnt find him. He is really outdoorsy and loves to take me along camping dirt bike riding hiking and fourwheeling! He is so goofy and playful I just love everything about it! I love him so much but thats all the time I have right now....next post will be wedding and bridal pictures and all about the big day!!! :D



PS. IM SOOOOOO HAAAAAAPY!!!!!! :D

So much to say!

So much has been going on in just a few short days with the wedding and life! First Malcolm passed his insurence test so now he is a licence insurence adjuster!!! I am so proud of him he has been working so hard for it for so long he is such a hard worker thats one of the thousand reasons why I love him!!! I did my bridals a few days ago it rained so hard but we got some spots here and there and we got a lot of beautiful pictures!!! It was an adventure though first we went to rose parks yeah I guess thats the getto and my mom is telling me someone gets shot there like everday I was freaking out! Ali, Phil and there parents took forever to get there it was so scary!!! We made it though cause im tough like that! ;D I have my bachlorette party which even though a lot of people couldnt make it which I was actually sad and disapointed in a few people :/ it was still an awesome time!!! Ali did such a good job some of the girls said it was the best one they have ever been to! Yeah my sister rocks!!!! Now on to a darker side my dad got a new house yay but wait there is more!!! He had a storage unit full of all his stuff when we opened it it was all ruined and there were holes all over the cieling!!! This thing was supposed to be gaurenteed weather proof!!! We had to go through everything and right it down and how much it costed he had thirty three thousand bucks worth of stuff in there!!! The company said they will work with him in getting as much money back as they can to pay for the damages which is good! What else....Malcolm and I are getting our marriage licence today yay!!!!! Im so excited!!! The wedding is less than two weeks away I cant believe it!!!! I dont think there is anything else just how happy I am the wedding is close! Wish it was here already!!! :D

Fourth of July weekend and other stuff!!

Im going to start with the 4th of July weekend. Friday Had a big bbq with my family over at my apartment...there was ten of us there (sooo much fun) We hungout and ate and afterwards we did fire works..sounds nice and eventful free right? WRONG! For the most part it was we had a really nice visit with family and ate some really good food...But then it was time to lite the firworks Malcolm bought some of those new ones you can have in Utah now that go up in the air and explodes. So we go into the parking lot and start lighting them off and o my heck it was so freaking loud!! Keep in mind when we lit it it goes off 20 times before its done! So were sitting here freaking out about how loud it was and then it starting raing down on us and the car garages! We were laughing and screaming and running for cover it was so much fun! Luckily we had Ali there in case the cops came she would have taken care of it lol! Saturday was an extremly lazy day! Malcolm and I just got some movies and food and laid cuddled up on the couch all night...it was so nice! Sunday we went to a bbq at Malcolms dads house and played in the water with his lil sister and then Malcolm me Kate and Ben went camping up AF Canyon! It was a 30 min drive up the canyon but it was really beautiful! We found this great site that Ben had been before! It was right next to a river ( wich Mia loved!) There was this really cool huge cave made out of bushes that we went into and used as a bathroom! We went on this scary hike in the middle of the night was not a good idea but it was fun! We went and played in the river and dirt bike riding and hungout and ate around the camp fire! We slept in the beds of our trucks it was so cool looking out at the stars in the truck but it was pretty scary I kept thinking about the bears lol! Then the next day we went and got some ice cream and candy and some movies and we hungout all day and relaxed then Malcolm drove me up to the top of the mtn. to an over look of the valley. You could see all the fireworks through the valley going off and some going off around us and Malcolm was being all cute and cheesey we were cuddled up and he said that the view was beautiful just like me and then he asked to see my ring and he reproposed! Lol why did he do that? He was so bumbed that he got to excited and jumped the gun and asked with out planning anything! I really like the first one better but it was so sweet of him to try and care so much! So that really made my 4th of July the best ever! So on to the other stuff going on Malcolm got me a kitty!!! He is super cute and his name is Sam he is so sweet but really hyper and loves to play! He is getting used to Mia more used to her. I think they will be so cute together once they warm up to each other! Wedding stuff is going amazing! Im doing my bridals soon which im so excited I love wearing my dress it makes me feel like a princess!!!! Lately my life has been work wedding planning and hanging out with my family Malcolm and my roomate with a little time to hangout with friends I have been super busy everyday feels like its jammed packed! Im loving life!!!!! :D

St George and Vegas Trip!!!

About 2 weeks ago Malcolm and I took our new truck down to St George to see my mom and we got tickets to see the Little Mermaid at Toucans! So on the way down we brought Mia and my little brother...and o my gosh it was an interesting fun ride down!!! The truck is super small but Malcolm had to bring it cause he wanted to bring his dirt bike and go ridding. It took us like 4 hours to get there! Usually it only takes us three but Malcolm's truck has a govner on it. Going to my moms house is so awesome there is always fun stuff and food lots of food! My mom loves to cook ( more than I do!) and man can she cook! So first day we got there we hung out and went dirt bike riding. It was my little brothers first time and he did such a great job! Then it was time for Malcolm and Brian to take of on there own and leave my mom me and t alone by the truck...me I love playing with the dogs (mia and my moms dog hunter) and being outside in such a beautiful place! My mom on the other hand wasn't enjoying herself as much..she wanted to leave them it was pretty funny! We ended up meeting a guy with some dogs he rescued they were so cute and well behaved! Then they boys came back and we went home.. The day after Malcolm and I went and took Tyler to the Lake..Mia is an amazing swimmer and just loves it! Hunter hated it and was so afraid! We had a little picnic and played with the dogs and floated around! When we came home we had steaks outside and enjoyed the beautiful view! Then Mia jumped on the table and stole a whole stick of butter...just swallowed it all!!! It was so funny Malcolm calls her butters now! I freaking love that dog! The next day we went to Zions my mom packed a huge picnic and we hiked a few places...It was so amazing and beautiful and amazing up there I loved it!!!! I also got attacked by a squirll lol its a long story he ran up to me and it freaked me out but I got it on video! The next day we went to the little mermaid which was so awesome!!! My favorite movie! They flooded the stage and had fire and fire works and they had this big curtain of rain on the stage and had projections of fish and sharks on it it was so cool! I have never seen anything like it...even Malcolm liked it! Then the next day we went to Vegas and we went to the mirage and saw the dolphin show and the tigers we got so close! We went to Buffalo wild wings an amazing wing place they don't have in Utah! We went to Ceasers Palace and the Venetian went to the expensive stores and went to pirate island and saw the pirate show then went down Fremont street! It was so much fun!!!! We didn't leave till 2 in the morning! I was so tired and then we ran into these old weird people at the gas station it was so funny they were really cranky and mean its a way to long story to type but it was weird! It was such a great vacation! We also hung out with our friends we hadn't seen for awhile went on a few hikes went shooting and did some more dirt bike ridding and of course my mom and I did a whole day of Shopping!!! I love it my mom loves having family over and she always makes it feel homey and welcome it was awesome I didn't want to come home lol!

Update on my life...

Malcolm and I have been so super busy! With working, Malcolm trying to get his insurance licence planning the wedding and still trying to find time for dates, friends and our family! Lets start with my work..I loooove it so much! If I got paid more and if my boss stayed forever I would work there for forever! The appreciate everything I do everyday and it feels so good especially at the end of a bad day!! The people there are so nice and so funny! Malcolms insurance training is going awesome!!! He is taking the test in a couple weeks and then going to get certified and then he will be ready to go! So far the wedding plans are going great! I am getting so much help from my family and friends they have been so great especially my mom and sister in law! I found the perfect place the most beautiful dress and not to forget the best man ever to marry!!! Life is so wonderful!!!! You know when you get that feeling in your stomach were you get butterflies and feel like you want to dance and cry...thats what I have all the time!! Everything seems brighter and funnier and just better! We just got a new truck, dirt bike and trailer for camping and biking! It has been so much fun and now Malcolm wants to get me a little dirt bike! I dont know if there is really anything else to say thats pretty much life in a little nut shell! :D

IM GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!! :D

Yep thats right people!!! Im getting married and I dont think I could be more excited or happier!!! I am getting married to the most amazing sweetest curtest best kind hearted loving man this world has seen!!!! So where do I get started!? first we had been talking a little about looking at rings and wanted to tie the knot and make it official for awhile...so my mom and I were at the mall and we saw this really pretty ring. That day we went back home and told Malcolm well Malcolm wanted to see it and get some ideas of what I wanted. The next day we went back and look at it and decided to look at some more. Than we found one that we both really loved!! So a couple days later Malcolm very um..... unsneaky even though he was trying really hard to be lol went back and got it!! So my whole problem was waiting for him to ask lol It was soooooooo sooooo sooo hard!!!! I was dropping hints like crazy! He finally asked about three weeks later. It was really simple and sweet! That day he surprised me at work and took me to lunch then that night we went out to dinner with his family cause it was his brothers b day. Malcolm was acting so weird and when we got home he asked me! I had no make up on and was in my pjs which made me feel so awesome! Talk about a self esteem boost lol! Well a couple days later he came into the room and was like "I really wish I could have proposed a lot cooler and planned it better but I didnt know what to do and I couldnt wait that long and I know that all that matters is that we love each other and I want to be with you forever but it still makes me a little sad" Ahh it was so cute and I was like pff I dont care how you do it its all about the way you feel when your doing it and your right all that matters is we love each other and were getting married! So were getting married August 22nd and holly cow that day cant come soon enough!!!!!! So for the wedding planning I have the best mom and sister in law helping me every step of the way and making it soooo much fun!!! I also have a wedding planner which will make it so nice and Malcolm has been so involved its awesome! I got my dress which I loooove so much!!! We also saw our engagement pictures a couple days ago which look amazing!!! Ahhh I cant wait to do my bridals and get married and spend forever with Malcolm!!!!!!!! Life is so freaking fantastic right now!!! Im going to have to give more updates later sorry if spelling and grammar are super off but its midnight and were on vacation in st George which will be another story also later!!! Good night all!!! :D