Meat Party!

Every year the weekend before christmas Malcolms dad throughs a big meat party. Its the best party of the year (besides my b day of course). At the party there is tons of the most amazing food you will eat....such as the most famouse steaks not just any steak...o no its amazing and special made. The amazing stuffed mushrooms..the meat balls from heaven...turkey, ham, shrimp, and of course the basic chips, dip, veggies, nuts, pickles, crackers, to much food to handle. What would a meat party be with out the great people you get to cook and eat with? The night consisded of football, bad jokes, drunk people screaming and talking till 7 in the morning, people stealing beds, pocker gone wrong, tickle fights that ended in tears of laughter, meeting of some interesting people, and of course those extra five pounds you pack on! Not 0nly was saturday fun but friday I hungout and had an amazing time with Malcolm we sat and watched tv mad some kick butt brownies danced till one in the morning, sunday we watched football with Malcolms family and the steelers won, and today I spent the day shopping with Malcolm then he took me to chilis then went shopping with my dad and went to taco bell so so great! So happy I love christmas and cant believe it is almost here! I hope everyone had an amazing weekend too! :)

Time to get serious!

"Nothing worth having comes easy"!















My brother said that the other day and it got me thinking!

All of my life I have adored animals and knew that I

wanted to one day do

something with my life that would help them out and

show them the love they have always showed me!

I wanted to be a veterinarian but I was stupid

in high school and flushed my dreams down the

toilet. But I would like to think that I have learned

my lesson! I now want to be a veterinarian technician!

The only problem is money 30,000! Also I haven't

really proved myself to my parents that I have ever

been serious about my school work. I now am ready to prove

them wrong! I am going to sign up for an online class at slcc

and then once I pass that take on more classes

till I have a whole year done and that way I have showed my

parents how bad I really want this! Then transfer to Utah career

college to make my dreams come true!

Turkey Day!

For Thanksgiving Malcolm and I packed up our stuff the dog and the cat and drove four hours to Saint George!!!! The ride was really nice....We rocked out to Micheal Jackson, Bob Marley, and old 80s music! When we got there my mom has this guest house we stayed in....It had a queen size bed, Bathroom, Huge shower, a kitchen and cable tv! Dinner was amazing as usual! Ummm.....We played games everynight boys againts girls and of course we let the boys win every game out of the kindness of our hearts....ok fine they kicked our butt but we only had tweo and they had three people! We went hiking and took pictures! We went and saw The Blind Side Amazing AMAZING movie! It was really great time! On the way home we were stuck in traffic for forever but surprisingly the ride didnt seem long at all! It was a great thanksgiving! I just want to say how thankful I am for Malcolm for being so sweet and always being there for me and putting a smile on my face! You are so much fun to be around and I love you so much! My family who is awesome and wierd at the same time! My kick butt friends for being so great! My house! My kitty and Puppy! The beauty in life! Being able to laugh! My car yes cant forget my car! Heavenly father! The curch! The temples! The spirit! ETC! I could go on and on but I wont! I will tell you this I love life and feel like I am a very blessed person!!! YAY for Christmas coming up soon! :)

California babay!

My brother getting married, Marines, the beach, the zoo, amazing wings, dinners, family, long drives, drama, seals, laughs, tears, Great times!

Halloween!

Really quick I dont have to much time! Halloween this year was fantastic!!! I had so much fun! I was a pirate and Malcolm was a girl! We had to go to Malcolms dads house before we went to the halloween party and we were running really late! I had to take a shower and get dressed in 10 minutes it sucked so my hair didnt really look like I wanted it to and my make up was very half done but it didnt matter cause it was a kick butt time! While and Malcolms dads we ate steaks and I got Malcolm dressed while waiting for Dannys date. Malcolm looked amazing we had a fake blonde wig my dress and he bought some tights and high heels! I did the works on his make up he even had fake eye lashes! So funny he was going to the bathroom and needed toilet paper so I had to go get some and put it by the door...Well while he was coming out of the bathroom pants around his ankles Danny and his date walked by!!!! It was so funnY!!!! Halloween party was kick but I hung out with my girls and watched the boys be....stupid and make fools out of themsleves! It was such a great night with so many laughs! We didnt get home till three thirty in the morning I was exhusted!!! Great night I also saw some people I couldnt believe was there and some I hadnt seen for so long!!!! Loved this halloween next year better be just as great!!! I would put up pics but I have no time!

Pumpkin Carving!

I love Halloween and pumpkin carving there my favorite!!!
It was a great night of pumpkin carving with Malcolm Tyler my dad Danielle and Ben!
We ate chili, ate ice cream and brownies carved pumpkins and played games! I carved two and Malcolm carved two...Ben ruined his and made a sun out of it...I know very Halloween of him! I one both games that we played.....I pretty much rock! :) Even though Ben and Tyler tried to cheat like usual! It was a night full of laughs and fun! The weekend was pretty kick butt also! We went to red lobster with a lady from Brizal and learned some pretty cool things.....Ate a zupas and watched a movie also Ate at paridise bakery and got Danielle a free new phone lol! Steelers one and going to Jericho Road and after get some pizza! Great Weekend and Im hoping to have another great weekend ahead!!!

4 years and counting! :)

Malcolm and I have been dating for four years! They have been the best the worst the funniest lamiest awesome memorable four years of my life! Things have changed so much but the one thing that hasnt is Malcolm always being there for me through the laughs the cries the hardships and the blessing that I have gone through! For that I love him!! He is my best friend in the whole world I dont know what I would do without him! He is the most incredible amazing man I have ever met or heard of! How the heck did I get the best guy in the world!?



So for our ann we went out on a hike to a waterfall and had a picnic it was so amazing I loved it! I couldnt of think of a better way to spend it! We almost got eaten lol it was a very scary false alarm lol!! After we went and bought the second season of how I met your mother and spend the night cuddled up in are pjs watching it and stuffing our faces! It was a perfect ending a perfect day!



O and I have to add how amazing and beautiful it was up in the mountains all the trees changing colors!






The water fall is small but still so pretty!



Maya was rock climbing...she found a few animals to chase too!




Ya Malcolm didnt shave that day we were starving and didnt want to wait!



Isnt it gorgouse I love the fall!

20th Bday!!!

Yesterday was my 20th b day!!! Holly cow I cant believe I am that old its nuts!!! Ok so I started out my birthday on thursday! My mom came down and we went out to Olive Garden (favorite place ever) We ate so much we had the spinach dip to start off with which was so good then had two desserts! I had my b day presents before lunch and after lunch we went shopping. The next day I had a b day party at the bowling ally ( I won) After we all went to my house and had pizza and cake it was such a blast! Then the next day Malcolm my dad Danielle and Tyler went to the sky box ( I sware the most expensive place ever but so good) We also had three course meals and two desserts...Im going to get so flipping fat! Malcolm brought me roses ( I love getting flowers there so pretty and amazing) Then we met up with Ben and went to a movie we saw couples retret or something like that lol I cant remember what it was called it was so freaking funny!!! After I met up with some of my guy friends and went bowling! There was a contest in the bowling alley for the first person with a turkey (three strikes in a row) would win a free bowling!! I WON!!!! :) Then after we went and hungout at there house and had a little party! Then today we went to church and it was such a great session holly molly after we went to Red Robins! Tonight im going out with Malcolm to dinner and after we are going to watch Hocus Pocus!!! I had such a great b day!!! I dont want it to end lol!!!!! My friends and family who were there celebrating it with me are so awesome I love them and am so lucky to have them!!! :)

Jade and Maya! :)

For my birthday I had gotten a new camera from my dad! :) Since Jade has gotten so big Malcolm and I took some pictures of her and to test out the camera. Maya and her were so adorable Jade was up into the tree and Maya would walk passed her and she would bat at Maya's tail! They freakin love eachother it is so cute! :) We also got these play things for Jade one is a big carpet tower thing that has a bed at the top she loves it! Another is a little box with a bed on top its made out of tent material and a cube made out of the same material with holes on eachside she runs around in it and plays in it all day!!! :) She even rolled it down the stairs aww it was so cute! She loves jumping and doing flips to try to bat at you and man can she jump high its so funny! I will have to video tape it!! Here are some pictures we took of her and Maya gosh I love them! :)

Conference, circus and more

I went to conference today! Freaking amazing gosh dang I loved it! It was so spiritual and beautiful! Gosh I feel so blessed words cant explain!!!! I just love my friends and family and love the spirt and having my testomony if the church and growing up in it!! I feel so lucky to have experianced going! :) Ok so Ben My dad and I went to the circus and holly cow was that fun and amazing!!!!!! The things they did was really amazing they freaking made an elephant disapear!!!
Ok so lately life has been,.......Movies going out to dinner with Malcolm and family and friends who lets face it are family lol! Going to church reading the scriptures and praying night and day and I can say that it has been making a huge difference in my life! I have been working out almost everyday and feeling great! Hmm im starting to work on finding a job to get money to go to school but so far no such luck. Im really excited for the winter I love the winter it means all these holidays where we get to get all our family together aww its so much fun! Plus its cozy and warm and I love having fires! Halloween Thanksgiving Christmas and New Years gosh I cant wait!!! There really isnt much left to say.

Saint George, House Sitting, and Meat Party!

I have been so busy its nutz! I finally have time to sit and relax for a little bit....about three weeks ago Malcolm had to go on a buisness trip to logan. I dint want to stay home alone so I called my mom and had her fly down to slc and we drove my car back to St George for the week.....It was....interesting to say the least. We took Maya and Jade they were fantastic! Are plannes were to leave monday at 10 cause we wanting to be in St George before 4. We didnt get out the door till eleven and we stopped at star bucks and the provo mall for a little shopping. By 1 we were on the road! The trip went really fast, We were in beaver by 2 it was great! When we had gotten there it was 5 o clock...we had to hury and eat then we went to a baseball game. Some wierd semi pro time game that was hosted by the harley shop that Brian works at. Well during one of the innings trade off all the harleys were going to ride around the field in a harley parade type thing....well I got to ride on the back of brians it was really fun...even though I felt like the center of attention lol! The next day I went to work with my mom. Met some really interesting people and saw some really interesting things! It was very entertaining!!! Then my mom, Tyler and I went to olive garden and shopping....I bought a new book to read for the next day while I was at my moms work. The next day at my moms work lets just say there was lots of drama...and some cops.....The next day my mom was being lazy but we took pictures and went through her closet and watched Marley and me. The next day we went to work again and more drama and wierd things went on....Then we had an amazing massage! The next day we went to a harley rodeo and some interesting things went on there too! All in all I had a blast!!! So by the time I made it back home Malcolms dad was leaving for the grand caynon.....his sister and her husband came down from pittsburgh to rent a harley and ride down with Jim and Faith on one Jims sister and BF on another and two days before Malcolms brother bought a bullet bike to take down there....It was a interesting night picking up that bike! Malcolm almost bought one but decieded he wanted to wait till next year and buy a dirt bike first. Anyway Malcolm and I stayed at Jims all week. It was nice, we ordered pizza and junk food for a few nights and watched movies. One day we went hiking and found a great spot had a picnic let Maya run around and play and read. We also had a bon fire party which was so much fun! We went and saw a movie with a few friends and had a tiny bit of a crisis in th house which now that we look back was halarious! It was a great week!!!! Everyone came back and Malcolm and I stayed and hungout for a few days....Last night we had a meat party...My favorite party! It was so much fun!!! So I have had an amazing couple of weeks! Next week I get my hair done and mine and malcolms 4 year anniversary and my b day is coming up and Cali and my brothers wedding and my dad comes home at the end of the month! O there is just so much to look forward tooo!

Some Goals! :)

Ok so I really need to start setting goals for myself again!!! So here are a list of a few things im going to start! Some of them are just stuff that I would like to do.

I need to start praying and reading the scriptures in the morning! I’m really good at night but in the morning its just awful!
Malcolm got us mountains bikes so we can go riding. My new thing is go riding every day that or running but manly riding cause I love it!!!
I want to take Maya to the park at least once a week and take her on more walks!
I want to do more volunteer work
Want to see my family a lot more and call my grandparents at least 3 times a month
I want to read three books a month (its what I used to do and I loved it)
NEVER EVER be mean to someone!!!!
If I can I want to make someone’s day a little bit better!


Things that I want to do by March and things I want to do this winter!

1. Make Malcolm a Steelers blanket its in the process I just need to finish it!
2. Finish my cross stitch!
3. Start a scrap book
4. Spend a weekend in Park City with Malcolm!
5. Paint, and put the cupboards in Malcolm’s house
6. Move into my dads house
7. Go to California with Malcolm ( going in October for Phillips wedding)
8. Find a job
9. Enroll in school
10. Go ice skating
11. Go ice fishing (for the first time)
12. Go snow mobiling ( for the first time)
13. Take Malcolm to a pro football game (hopefully the Steelers)
14. Learn a few songs on the guitar!
15. Take Maya sledding!
16. Go to as many concerts as possible (I love concerts!!!)
17. Finish this Vegas puzzle with Malcolm!
18. Go Snow boarding at least twice (I suck at getting off the lift I need to get better)
19. Visit the temple and see the lights and Christmas display!
20. Go to the Sundance film festival
21. Read the entire bible (I read the whole book of mormon already)

Summer 09!

This summer has been a pretty crazy one! Malcolm and I both didnt have a job so we had a lot of time to do a lot of things! The sad thing is I have no camera at the time! :( but I still have the memories. On saturday we went camping in the middle of freaking nowhere!!! We had to drive up Af Caynon almost to Price! Then through these freaking mountains for about 45 minuts and when we got to the top of the of one of the mountains that was surrounded by other mountains we camped! It was so freaking pretty!!!! There was Malcolm, Me of course, Emily, Tristen, Dante, Glen, Hannah, Tom, and Carrissa. At one point all of us were cramed In the trailer wrestling! We also besides going to Louisiana. Gone Boating a few times, wave running, camping, went to seven peaks, Jeeping, Hiking which is my fav, Tubing, Lots of fishing, Concerts, Went to the rodeo, Saw a crap load of movies, Went out to eat a crap load of times, Went to baseball games, Semi pro football games! It has been a really great summer, now things are settling down, Malcolm got a job and im looking, Malcolm has also been completly sober for one month which I am so proud! He has been working out ever day for the past two months and I am now starting to go with him. We have been going to church, but football started so I dont know how thats going to work. I am now trying to get enrolled at SLCC and Malcolm is almost ready to take the insurance exam. I would say life right now is going really great!

Texas/Louisiana Trip!

So on July 10th I went to Louisiana with my dad, little brother, Cousin Danielle, and Malcolm. Holly cow did I have the time of my life!!! First I just love going to my grandpas farm in good old LA and seeing all my family I just freaking love them so much! So when we got there Ali and Phillip got there about an hour after. So my aunt, grandpa, Phillip, Ali, Tyler, my dad, Malcolm, Danielle, and I all stayed in my grandpa’s cozy little cabin for five days. While we were there Malcolm and I helped my grandpa rakes the fields and Bail hay. We cooked huge family dinners every night. Played games manly scategories, watched lots of movies. Saw a huge rain storm and I mean huge!!! Rode on the fourwheelers, shot the guns, played with the 8 dogs, went out to eat, and visited family and friends. It was a blast!!!! After the five wait no it was six days we headed to Houston Texas which is a three hour drive. My dad, Tyler, Malcolm and I in one car. Danielle, Gpa and Linda in another, and Phillip and Ali in another. We had to take at least three cars cause we were going to add more people later on. So me and Malcolm stocked up on red bulls and had a freaking blast in the car! We stopped at a great restaurant then hit the road. About 2 hours later I had to pee and we were in the middle of nowhere. I was so ready to pull over and go on the side of the road lol. But then we found a gas station which the girls light wasn’t on and there was pee all over the seat in the boys room! It was so gross! But I got through it and went pee standing up lol. So we got to Houston at about eleven o clock at night. We had to split up half at my Aunt Karen’s and the other half at Onas. Malcolm, Phillip, Danielle, Ali and I slept at Onas. I had to go to Karen’s first though because she had just gotten 8 cute kittens!!!! How could I pass that up! After we went and played with the kittens and got settled in at Onas house we stayed up for about another hour. Then Ona and Danielle went and slept in Onas room. The rest of us out in the family room, we stayed up talking and laughing our butts off till four in the morning. Eight o clock rolls by and its time to get up to go to Austin! Which was another three hour drive! Same people same cars! We stopped at Dennis for breakfast was I had amazing hot chocolate! Yum! When we got to Austin we went canoeing we that was so much fun I have never been before I freaking loved it! The next day Malcolm, Tyler, Phillip, Ali, Clark, Danielle, and I went to slitherbahn which is the worlds largest water park we went on some crazy fun rides it was so awesome! The next day we all went boating. All the young people, Ona, Danielle, Heather, Tyler, Scott, Malcolm and I. Then the old boat my dad, Aunt Karen, Aunt Linda, Grandpa, Joan, Joan’s boyfriend, were on the other boat. We went tubing water skied and played in the water. Then the next day we took off back to the farm in LA then the next day headed home. The first plane was a tiny propeller plane and only my dad, Tyler, Malcolm, Danielle me and three others were on the plane. It was so much fun I freaking love going down there! Were planning on going again in December which I am so excited about! I love my family there so amazing!

I feel so blessed!

So on Sunday in church they were talking about how things of the world block our spirit from god and how we should go out alone or turn off the tv and radio and just listen and think. Well I thought wow what a great idea and what a perfect time Im staying at this beautiful farm were I can go out alone in the nature and just listen and pray and ponder. Well in church I have noiticed them talking about getting cought up in worldly posetions and so I started thinking about that. I found that so many people in this life want nice houses and nice cars and boats and to look pretty and have all this stuff and its happening to really young adults and its so sad! It makes you think I live in a little cozy BARN! and I dont have a nice car or a boat or long golden hair or big boobs or skinny but I am beautiful on the inside and the outside. I also have this amazing family and boyfriend who I appreciate more than these people who are so worried about chasing all these things! Same with my brother and his girl I think were way more happier than all these people who are searching for all these material things. I admit I would like to have those nice things but I am only 20 and im not so consumed in it! Heavanly father doesnt want us to go into debt and wants us to get an education and I think you shound buy what you can not what you want. Only spend to a point were your going to be confy. Me and Malcolm decieded that whatever we buy we will still afford it and live confy if one of us lost our job. I think some people are so concered with all of these things that there not happy and they want more and it just makes them more unhappy and they cant figure out why but the truth is its vanity and vanity is satan and all that ruins there realtionships with there family friends there companions even heavenly father. I feel so blessed to have my family and my Malcolm who keep me straight and humble. And some friends who are actually there for me and help me be a better person. I know there arent a lot of good friends out there but I know who my real ones are and I love them for it! I am also so blessed for the spirit of heavenly father with me and the holly ghost to guid me and my testomony that just keeps growning! Life is beautiful and wonderful and you dont need all these material things to find it...Infact I think it hides it. So thats all I have to say. Malcolm and I are taking the truck out and sit in the bed of the truck and look at the stars.... :) I hope everyone sees the greatness in life and finds the happiness I have found!

A day at the zoo!!

Yesterday Malcolm Ben Codi and I were sitting around wondering what to do for the day…..We decided to go to the zoo! I love the zoo its so much fun! Well my little brother Tyler was home alone cause my dad was working all day so we decided to bring him along. It was 11 bucks a person to get it! Once we got inside we had to get Codi a wheelchair (she just had surgery on her hip) that was ten bucks to rent! So after emptying our wallets lol we were off to see the cute little animals! We saw this monkey who kept running up to Malcolm and banging on the class it was so cute! We also saw this rattlesnake and Malcolm and I started moving are fingers in front of his face and he started rattling it was really cool! We also saw these really cute cats that look like cheetahs but they only get up to three pounds and the zoo keeper said there mean as heck and they have to be in a protective class to feed them and stuff!!! Ben was trying to say what the other animals were saying omg it was sooo funny!!! Then after our little zoo adventure we all went to I hop with my dad! Holly Molly They’re all so fun to hangout with! It was a fantastic day! :)

Fourth of July weekend!!! :)

Fourth of July and Fourth of July weekend pretty much was spectacular!!!! I love holidays because it means I get to spend time with my amazing family!!!! So Friday I had such a blast! My little brother came down for the month because we leave for LA Saturday! But anyway T came down and me him Malcolm and my dad went to Ice Age 3 lol great movie! Then me and Malcolm went home made some dinner and stayed up goofing of hahaha Malcolm was dancing to Avril for awhile it was hilarious then we blasted music and started jumping on the bed and after we sat there and had a whip cream fight hahaha so much fun I about died laughing that night we stayed up till about 5 in the morning with all are antics! My ribs still hurt from laughing and I have bruises all over from us wrestling and him trying to tickle torture me. Saturday me and Malcolm ran into a problem….His dad was having a BBQ and my family was having a BBQ! We couldn’t decide so Malcolm went to his dads and I went to my families. My dad Tyler and me headed to Danielle’s to meet up with Danielle lol of course my aunt Debbie and Diana! When we got there Debbie and Danielle were web caming with my cousins Alan and Sharon and there cute 2 year old Ethan! He was so stinking cute! After that we started up the grill and made lots of food!!! It was so yummy!!! J After we played scatagories and it was so much fun I laughed lots and hard! I love my family!!!! After we walked to the stadium of fire and watched the fire works! I was really sad that I didn’t get to watch fire works and Malcolm new it so when I got home he had gone out and bought a crap load of fire works for a fire work show just for me and him it was so sweet!! So me and Malcolm stayed up lighting fire works then made a fire and stayed up looking at the stars and talking! Then the next day my dad, Tyler, Malcolm and I went out to lunch and saw public enemies! It was a sad but great movie!!! Then me and Malcolm went and hungout and his dads then went home and watched Buffy with Ben! It was such a great weekend!!!!

Jade!!! :)

A few months ago me and Malcolm got a kitty!!!! I had been wanting a cat for awhile cause my baby kitty Nick passed away :(. Well Malcolm kept saying not yet not yet. One day when I was at work my friend Lacey called and said she had a kitten and wanted me to take it! Ahhh I was so excited!!!! Malcolm and his friend came in to see a movie that day and while they were coming in two seconds after I got the message (great timing lol) I asked him.....ok begged him if I could get her. He said he had to think about it while he was in the movie. So when he came out he said ya if you really want it and it will make you happy then you can have it.....but it has to be fluffy!! So I called up Lacey and got my kitty!!!! So that night me and Malcolm were thinking of names to name her we were serious for about 2 mins then we started naming of random things it was halarious! Thats when I started talking about mortal combat just to be stupid, Malcolms like lets name her scorpian! I said no Jade she has green eyes JADE is her name!!!!!! She is hyper hyper hyper! She only sleeps like 5 hours a day lol! Shes a little pig too, she begs for our food whenever we eat. When we got her she only had a few accidents but she cought on pretty fast to the whole litter box thing. She really likes to hide and jump out at people and attack you like there is no tomorrow. She also goes into sneaky mode and tries to sneak up on you even though your staring her right in the eyes! We were really worried about her and Mia....well mostly how mia was going to react. Theyre great together its so cute Jade follows Mia around everywhere and when there playing Mia likes to sit on her! Mia was a little rough with the bitting at first she even squeezed some pee out of Jade but she learned how soft she needs to be now. She is not as fluffy but Malcolm still loves her he calls her kiddle mic diddle widdles and I call her kitty kitty meow meow....we stay up all night fighting about which one is her name lol! Malcolm loves her so much its so cute how much he loves animals! I am glad I have him and my Mia and my Jade and my kitty Nick up in heaven! I love my amazing beautiful little family and my big amazing family! I am a very blessed person! :)

& its only saturday!!!!!!!!

Life is freaking crazy and hectic right now!!! Its only saturday and my weekend has already been jammbed packed!!!! Thursday night me Malcolm and Ben were watching buffy. Ben was home for the night cause he got into a fight with someone he was dating long story short three hours later killing themselves came into play not a very fun moment Ben was freaking out trying to call my dad calm her down and tell the cops how to get to her house. Cops btw = stupid they wouldnt go unless Ben had an exact adress!!! Well Ben didnt have it frustration and yelling happend but they got there anyway. Everything worked out well but didnt go to bed till three!!!! While all this was going on one of my friends texted me telling me how she and another one of my friends got into a huge fight!!!! So there was all that going on also!! So Yesterday Ben went snake hunting and we found some snakes then me Malcolm Ben Codi and my dad decieded to go to la frontara love that place!!!!! After we went back to my dads and watched facing the giants (such a great movie) after me Malcolm ben and Codi headed home and stopped at the gas station for munchies we didnt get home till twelve thirty and we watched forever strong then we watched Malcolm and Ben be retarded we didnt go to bed till three. So today my friend wants me and Malcolm to go swimming with her and her boyfriend and my other friends want us to come to the art festival but I guess me Ben and Malcolm decieded were going to go to goodwood with my dad then to a semi pro football game then to a transformers movie very excited I already saw it twice!!!!! But tomorrow will be great were going to church and after watch mighty ducks and im going to do some serius reading of scriptures and my book!!!!!! :)

My Love Malcolm

Ok I know I say this a lot but I love my Malcolm! He is so amazing and sweet!!! He is everything I want and more! I know some people say o I don’t deserve such a great person but Malcolm has helped me love myself in so many ways that I do feel like I deserve im and he deserves me and we belong together. People say that when there around us they can feel energy and happiness shinning off us. I can feel the happiness and energy running through my veins when im with him and calming and belonging feeling in my heart it’s an extrodanairy feeling!!! I think that president Hinkly was right when you do everything in your power to make each other happy whenever you can than there are less fights I agree fully!!! Malcolm does everything he can to make me happy and vise virsa. We may do things we don’t like may it be small or big but in the end we end up feeling happier and closer because we made the one we love happy and I love that feeling I think it’s the best feeling in the world! Malcolm always has this way of making me feel better about myself like even with little things he tells me hes proud or I did a good job. Like when I clean or cook for him even if I do a bad job he tells me it was amazing because I did it for him and how thankful he is for me. When im down I can always go to him and he knows how to make me smile and the whole world disappears. He is such a great role model in the way that he he is always thinking of others and being kind. He has such a big heart especially for animals which is one of the things I love most about him. I have so much fun with him if its us having a food fight or dancing in the car or jumping on the bed or just talking about stupid things there is never a dull moment. He is always down for the next thing and is so goofy just like me and I think that why we work so well together. Life is so amazing and peaceful with him here looking out for me. I can tell him everything and he can tell me everything good or bad there have been no secrets in are relationship and I think we have been blessed because of it. I think I am one of the lucky ones to have someone so great love me so much and not just cause everyone says so lol. I love being everything I can for him Cooking him meals, making his lunch before he goes off to work, making him laugh when he is sad it feels like that’s why im here is for him and to help him and that’s why he is here to help me well not the only reason why were here but a big reason. I have spent so many nights crying cause im so happy it feels like there is something inside you that just wants to break free and laugh and laugh and I have that feeling everytime I look into his eyes or feel him holding me. Hahaha I know its hard to explain when you care so much for someone and love them so much so im just going to leave it at that lol me and my Malcolm are going to go hiking he found some waterfalls for me (because he knows there my favorite he is so amazing)

Amazing!!!!!!!!

I hope that each one of us will be a better husband or wife, kinder to one another, more thoughtful, more restrained in criticism, and more generous with compliments. I hope that as fathers and mothers we will strive more fully to rear our children “in the nurture and admonition of the Lord” (Eph. 6:4), treating them with respect and love, giving encouragement at every opportunity and subduing our critical remarks. I hope that as sons and daughters we will be more respectful than we have been, that we will look to our parents with the knowledge that they love us, and that we will try to be more obedient in following their counsel.
Let us as Latter-day Saints reach out to others not of our faith. Let us never act in a spirit of arrogance or with a holier-than-thou attitude. Rather, may we show love and respect and helpfulness toward them. We are greatly misunderstood, and I fear that much of it is of our own making. We can be more tolerant, more neighborly, more friendly, more of an example than we have been in the past. Let us teach our children to treat others with friendship, respect, love, and admiration. That will yield a far better result than will an attitude of egotism and arrogance.
Let us study the ways of the Lord, reading His life and teachings in the sacred scripture He has given us. Let us take a little time to meditate, to think of what we can do to improve our lives and to become better examples of what a Latter-day Saint should be.
- Gordan B Hinkly


"A friend is more concerned about helping people than getting credit. A friend cares. A friend loves. A friend listens. And a friend reaches out."--President Thomas S. Monson, Ensign, May 2001, 50

"God lives. He is our Father. We are His children. He loves us. Jesus is the Christ, the Only Begotten of the Father in the flesh. He is our Saviour, our Redeemer. He is our advocate with the Father. He is the one who died and suffered great agony, great humiliation, and great pain for us. The Restoration of the gospel is true. Someday we'll know of the greatness of the Prophet Joseph Smith. All this work is true." --Elder David B. Haight Ensign, May 1996, Page 23


"If every husband and every wife would constantly do whatever might be possible to ensure the comfort and happiness of his or her companion, there would be very little, if any, divorce. Argument would never be heard. Accusations would never be leveled. Angry explosions would not occur. Rather, love and concern would replace abuse and meanness."--Gordon B. Hinckley, The Women in Our Lives, Ensign, Nov. 2004, 82


"Cultivate an attitude of happiness. Cultivate a spirit of optimism. Walk with faith, rejoicing in the beauties of nature, in the goodness of those you love, in the testimony which you carry in your heart concerning things divine." --Gordon B. Hinckley, "Words of the Prophet: The Spirit of Optimism", New Era, July 2001, 4


Through service to others, we develop a Christlike love and we experience joy. Service teaches patience and long-suffering as well as gentleness, goodness, and faith." --Merrill J. Bateman, "Living a Christ-Centered Life", Liahona, Dec 1999, 13

Lots of random! :)

There is soooo much I dont even know where to start!!!!
Ill start with today fathers day! First off I love love love my dad he is so amazing and supportive!!!! When ever I need a good boost I know he wont let me down. I always feel the spirit when Im with him!!! So first off today me and my little brother went to wal mart to buy my dads present which seems easy but wasnt lol. I already knew what I wanted to get him....I have this picture of him me and my two brothers and I wanted to get a picture frame and put it in it and give it to him and my brother decided on getting him these John Candy movies. So we go the register and they freaking ID me for the John Candy dvds!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so mad Im like do I really look like im under 17!!!! Blah grrrr blah! So I just got the picture frame and we left. Well when I went to put the picture in the frame it broke! But my dad fixed it wooo Hooo! So after that we went to Sizzler then to play catch and then to see a movie and then we visited my grandpas sister and then took tyler to the airport it was a pretty great day!!!! :)


Yep Yep so basically all my nights are spent with Malcolm and Ben and sometimes Codi. Malcolm me and Ben were suppose to go ghost hunting in the cematary last night but someone *cough* Ben *cough* chickened out lol!!!! So we just sat around and laughed are butts of at stupid things we say! But its been a lot of amazing nights!!!! Malcolm built a big fire pit and some benches in are back yard so we make huge fires its lots of fun!!!! & we watch lots off Buffy which we have two more seasons left lol!!!!!

I have lots and lots of amazing pictures but my computer isnt loading them for some reason so I have to figure it out!

O ok so the Texas trip has been officially planned!!!!!
So me danielle Malcolm Tyler and my dad leave on July 11th at five in the morning!!!!! We get into lousiana at about one where we met up with my grandpa Linda Phillip and Ali! Were going to stay at my gpas for four days at the farm fourwheeling fishing shooting fireworks big cookouts hanign with the fam and playing with puppies which they have two more that makes four puppies and one is a boxer a freaking boxer I cant wait!!!!! Then we all head down to texas where we met up with all my cousins my aunt my sister my brother and law and family friends!!! The first day we go to the lake rent out two party barges (two flat boats) and have a family bbq! The second day is slither bon the worlds largest water park! The third day is river rafting!!!! The fourth day is tubing! Ahhh im stoked I have a feeling im going to be very tan by the end of the trip!!!! :)

311 Concert!!!!

Can I just say wow and only if my camera wasnt broken!!!!!!!
So first me Malcolm, Glen, Nick, Elerik, Laural, Dante, Emily, and Tristen head of for are fun filled day at the 311 concert!!!! So when we get there they pulled out the shots and started drinking and had a tail gate party.....Well Glen at this point could already tell that Nick was going to be trouble cause he was smashed!!!! So when it was time to go in me Laural and Emily split up from the boys (who Malcolm and Dante left there phones in the trucks) and went in the girl line. Well we were on are way to the bathroom when Tristen got mad cause he didnt want to loose us cause he didnt have his phone....that makes three boys with no phones!!!!! Everythings good they all got there beers I got a shirt and some food and we took are spot on the grass.... Well Glen brought a slippin Slide and it was so much fun!!!! We had everyone going down it ( it was pouring rain!!!) I got soaked!!!! But it ended up ripping so we left it and wandered around. Then 311 came on we all were in the front and then Emily Tristen Nick and Dante had to smoke so they ran off to the smoking area. Then Malcolm left cause he wanted to chill for a minute then Elerik and Laural left....So it was just me and Glen and after the fourth song Emily called me saying I need you to come down to the bathrooms cause Nick got arrested but they said if we had a sober driver he could go home.....So me and Glen run down to find Emily and when we get there she said they cops tried to get Nick to come out but he was resisting arrest so he was going to have to go to jail....Well everyone was freaking out then we found Tristen and while we were trying to decied what to do he pucked everywhere!!!! Then looong story short we went searching for everyone couldnt find anyone the cops called Glen and said that Nick tried to fight them and they needed his real name then they hung up on him. Well me and Laural split up to find Malcolm and Dante we found Malcolm then lost Malcolm so we all just decieded to go to the truck cause the concert was over. We all met up there went home. It was about one in the morning when me and Malcolm got to Lehi we stopped at I hop and then went home! That was my fun filled night!!!!!

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Im sitting here listening to the rain and watching Malcolm and Ben play video games so im just going to mess around on this lol. Its raining super hard I love it!!!!!!!! I want to go dancing in it!!! :) Me and Malcolm got a new roomate Ben who is a family friend from years and years and years ago....He is pretty amazing lol. All we do is laugh and goof off I love living like this and having this expericance! Speaking of being young and living it up while you can college comes to mind lol. SO my whole college thing I know everyone is pretty confused by it. So I havent yet planned what im going to do but I am thinking of going to slcc for a semeseter to get back into the groove of school before I go to Utah career college and spend 30,000 on that lol. wow its raining hard! :) Ok so buffy fest I have all the seasons of buffy and I wanted Malcolm to watch them all with me so everynight I cook us dinner and we cuddle up and watch buffy we are now on the third season and Ben is joining us now ( I think he likes it better than I do lol only cause he thinks buffy is hot! ) I love it its lots of fun we call it family home evening or buffy fest lol. So hahahhahaha Malcolm just asked me if dogs can get struck by lightning lol like there invisable or something it was cute! :) Tonight is the 311 concert im super stoked! Im glad I can be young for a few more years and expericance these things before I have to spend my money on bills and starting a family im only 19 I cant believe some people can do that but I guess its just cause they think thats funner than having fun lol if that makes any cents lol get it cents like cents ok I dont know what im talking about! :) Anyway I got a new kitty named Jade she is so sweet she loves to play its super cute!!!!! But on that I have to go!

Life is amazing!!!!! :)

Over a few months I have reliezed a lot through hanging out with different people and there different situations and I have learned that I am so glad to be who I am and have the privilege of growing and learning these things on my own. I have met good people who help me see things like being on your own right now is a good thing and it gives you time to grow and see who you are and what you need. It’s an experience in life everyone should have. People like my Malcolm who are so nice to everyone no matter what and are so caring, being so care free and learning that you only live once. To people who only think about themselves and don’t even relieve it. A friend got married and wasn’t really truthful before they went through the temple and they had a great marriage for a few years but the truth always catches up to you. There fairy tale marriage ended horrible. I used to look at others and think why do they have such great things when there such bad people but in the long run they would end up unhappy and losing everything and more and sometimes they were already so unhappy that they lied to others about it and themselves which made them even more unhappy. People marring because they need money, not to be alone, or they just want to grow up so fast. But something’s in life you can’t change and you have to live with those mistakes. People who lie and cheat and then try to cover it up with an excuse it is never ever ok to do things and in this horrible world the society has created people do think that there are some good reasons. Like im unhappy with her cause she is not someone I love but I have to stay for the kids or for the lord or the wife but frankly the kids don’t want to see all this happen and its not setting a good example and the wife needs to get on with her life and find someone to love her so she can be happy in this one life that she has and the lord would never ever ever justify it with cheating he would say leave and don’t make everyone miserable. I have seen people who hate themselves so much they have to do everything they can to change who they are and it still doesn’t work. You don’t change who you are you embrace it and make it better. I thank the lord everyday for giving me such a great body even though it has flaws but that’s what makes us human and beautiful. I am happy for my personality even though I can get really hyper and annoying and laugh super loud for no reason. But I am even more happy to have found someone my amazing boyfriend Malcolm who loves that and would never change anything about me but has helped me love myself more. I feel so blessed now to have all these things like my boyfriend who is always there and my family who I love so much and my friends who have taught me so much and been there for me for the good and bad. I even am happy for the trials I went through to make me a stronger person and the friends who weren’t so great so I can appreciate the good ones. All the animals in the world for giving love without questions and all the amazing things the lord has given the earth to make it amazing like the oceans and the waterfalls the mountains and the flowers its all so amazing and I am so happy that I get to experience it all. Everyday I always have inspiration to do better and be a better person and do as good as I can!

Love Love Love These!!!!! :)

"Our task is to become our best selves. One of God's greatest gifts to us is the joy of trying again, for no failure ever need be final."--Thomas S. Monson,"I say to everyone within the sound of my voice, 'Do not fail the Lord.' We must accept the truth that the gospel principles are not on trial but that we are."--Spencer W. Kimball,"No matter what circumstances you sisters experience, your influence can be marvelously far-reaching. I believe some of you have a tendency to underestimate your profound capacity for blessing the lives of others. More often than not, it is not on the stage with some public pronouncement but in your example of righteousness and the countless gentle acts of love and kindness done so willingly, so often on a one-to-one basis."--James E. Faust"Please don't nag yourself with thoughts of failure. Do not set goals far beyond your capacity to achieve. Simply do what you can do, in the best way you know, and the Lord will accept of your effort."--Gordon B. Hinckley,"I think [forgiveness] may be the greatest virtue on earth, and certainly the most needed. There is so much of meanness and abuse, of intolerance and hatred. There is so great a need for repentance and forgiveness. It is the great principle emphasized in all of scripture, both ancient and modern. Somehow forgiveness, with love and tolerance, accomplishes miracles that can happen in no other way."--Gordon B. Hinckley"As children of God we are somebody. He will build us, mold us, and magnify us if we will but hold our heads up, our arms out, and walk with him."--Marvin J. Ashton,Living the gospel does not mean the storms of life will pass us by, but we will be better prepared to face them with serenity and peace. 'Search diligently, pray always, and be believing,' the Lord admonished, 'and all things shall work together for your good, if ye walk uprightly.'"--Joseph B. Wirthlin,